This little guy will soon be 3 in a couple of months. Every time I hold him close to me my heart feels like exploding with love. That smile that lights up my world, the way he calls me 'nana', as he lies in my lap with his eyes staring at me as I put him to sleep, little things that I will treasure all the days I am in this world. I have a new meaning and purpose in my life now. A new spring in my step when I reach his house and I can hear "Nana came Nana came" So much I want to impart to him, so much to tell him. I look at him and I see my son in him, I see my dad in him the way he loves music and is always dancing. I am the truly blessed to be his grandmother. He is a part of me and I hope I will be blessed to see him grow into a fine young man God has destined him to be.

Laziness and procrastination are my two worst enemies. Or perhaps I am just getting old. Sometimes when I sit back and think of my life for the last 5 years, Psalm 92:12-15 is a constant reminder of God's faithfulness and love in my life.

I am doing things that I never imagined myself doing. New technology that I found baffling and unable to do before are easy for me now, though of course I still need help from the younger generation. When God calls you and when you obey He will see you through all the rough patches and give you understanding. As I walk this journey serving him in ministry He allows me to see and experience life as I never have before. I feel alive when I am serving Him.

There are 2 things that I am praying desperately for. I know God has heard me and even though I cannot see it happening yet I believe He has started His work already and will bring it to pass in His time. I will probably never fully understand His ways but I trust Him and know He will make a way when there seems to be no way. Thank you Lord!